minds .

let see ! its APRIL, and everybody knows what it means anyway, speak of the devil ! i only have at least 2 months to stay in the US.

so many things happened for the last 9 months, my extreme life changing, my adorable experience, my mentoring time and all of the stuffs i've been passed through.

it feels a bit strange by the way, the way im thinking and seeing things now, the way i treat people people around me, the different way of mine showing and improving my personality and my intellectual.

back there, 9 months ago i was only a second chief of student council, a noisy daughter, an lower- level actress, a member of english club, an adventurer and only a piece of dust of all over this world.

i've never imagined and i didnt want to, that i could be in this point, being far away from my home land, family, and friends.

of course it suppose to be cool for an Indonesia kid like me to be such a qualified and selected by an international scholarship program to represent the face of Indonesia on the US. the strongest nation which wasnt interested me at all to stay at.

but yeah, this is why im called my self a human, because i never know where my path would lead me away.

before i came to the US, i had a goal to come abroad and see the different part of the world, its piece of cake for my dream to travel around the world and help every single needy that i could possibly find.

but i was wrong with all of my thought back day, this year isnt only a piece of cake, this is a big jump for me to reach what i want in life.

its the time for me to build the tower that i suppose to finish before i lose my very end breath.

and now, im ended to be proud, even i couldnt do any big things for people since i've been here, but i know this one year wont be a trash from me.

i believe that this opportunity will lead me to the next harder step that i have to take it.

but im not afraid, im confident enough to face the upcoming stuffs, i know i have to take rest sometimes, but this time, i dont really need it, what i ought to do is keep running to that very blur point to see whats engraved on that point, because if im able to see it, my jo is just done.